My Pathetic Pattern

Summer isn't turning out to be as great as I had hoped. Two weeks in, and I've basically done nothing. I truly think there's two ideas about how one should spend their summer- some want constant friend hang out time, and some want to chill, sleep in, and not have to leave the house. I believe that I'm honestly the latter, though I desperately want to be the first kind. It's very sad but true. And even though I want to do that, for some reason, I'm not willing to out out the effort to invite friends to do things and be the instigator of good times. Nevertheless, I continue my days with laze.